Recent content by akroberts

My husband came home last night and I completely failed. All in all I probably smoked 5 cigarettes 🤢. This morning I found an open pack of cigarettes in his top nightstand drawer!!!! Does my husband not care enough about me to want me to stop smoking? Is he just being selfish? I woke up this...

Ooh so I don't know what happened but this morning I woke up and had a pain in my chest and now I guess I need to go back to the doctor

Thank you for the suggestion. I may have to try that

Thank you for your support

I have made my list of what triggers me to want to smoke, things to do instead of smoking and what to do if I slip. I am truly hoping that this all helps me.

Today has been a challenge but I still haven't smoked a cigarette today. I went to the store twice and both times I looked at the shelf and said "No smoking." That ended me thinking about buying any. I am going to make a list of all the things that cause me to want to smoke. I am then going to...

Thank you and so far it's been a challenge but I have managed not to break down and buy any cigarettes at all.

Today is my official first day of being a non smoker. I know that I can do this because I have stopped so many times in the past. I'm starting this journal to keep track of my feelings due to the cravings and coming up with ideas that will help me also others that are struggling to stop smoking...

I know that feeling. I have had so much trouble with my garden for so many years it's aggravating. I had to deal with my tomatoes being overwhelmed with squash and my peppers getting overwhelmed with corn and it's always a fight and in the end it's always a new lesson learned. The neighbor...

I wasn't expecting to see any because I did do everything I could to remove all of the seeds but oh well, my garden decided to tell me it's time to get it going.

I went to get the eggs and decided to start some work in the garden. I pulled every morning glory plant I could see and I put them in the trash can. I found around 5 or 6 squash plants from seeds that were over looked last year. Not sure what type they are so I might dig them up and bring them...

I'm starting to feel better today so I might try to get some gardening going. Hopefully I can get enough cardboard to cover the weeds and then cover it with rocks before I start the garden beds. I also have to let the blackberry bushes alone until winter this year and then I am definitely going...

I remember vaguely the cigarette butts being all over the place and now I am always picking them up in my yard because my husband has the habit of just throw it on the ground.

I found out that the doctor said that I have bronchitis and it sucks because I need to cough but my ribs and sides are so sore from coughing that it hurts to move. I'm doing better at not smoking as much. Yesterday I smoked 7 and usually I would have smoked more than half a pack or more. This is...

I have actually tried the chantix and it doesn't help me because I am also a daily beer drinker. I don't know if I mentioned it but a couple of years ago I managed to stop for quite a while and I was only using my Trelegy inhaler about once every 2-3 days. It was awesome for me and today I am...