Recent content by akroberts

Wow. With the fuel prices and the lack of pay for the loads I am wondering if trucking is worth the stress anymore. It's got me stressed out and every time I think I will get to the garden for some dirt therapy grr. I'm going to okay though because I am stronger than many people think.

I know this is about vegetables but strawberry plants don't need a lot of room either.

I finally got the back porch fenced off. I am tired of dealing with the chickens laying under it so now I have to get the front porch fenced off and no more eggs being MIA because they only have 2 other hiding places and I can reach both with ease

Yes I did. I'm still doing good and I feel so much better.

The doctor did a X-ray and no pneumonia but he gave me antibiotics. Other than that I slept in today. I have been waking up at crazy hours and today I didn't wake up until 10

It's official that the 2nd born grandson is a high school graduate today

Thank you everyone. I just really went on a lash out. I'm really just trying to get rid of this yuck stuff because I really want to get into the garden and start redesigning it. I have an appointment today so hopefully I can find out what's going with this yuck stuff.

My husband came home last night and I completely failed. All in all I probably smoked 5 cigarettes 🤢. This morning I found an open pack of cigarettes in his top nightstand drawer!!!! Does my husband not care enough about me to want me to stop smoking? Is he just being selfish? I woke up this...

Ooh so I don't know what happened but this morning I woke up and had a pain in my chest and now I guess I need to go back to the doctor

Thank you for the suggestion. I may have to try that

Thank you for your support

I have made my list of what triggers me to want to smoke, things to do instead of smoking and what to do if I slip. I am truly hoping that this all helps me.

Today has been a challenge but I still haven't smoked a cigarette today. I went to the store twice and both times I looked at the shelf and said "No smoking." That ended me thinking about buying any. I am going to make a list of all the things that cause me to want to smoke. I am then going to...

Thank you and so far it's been a challenge but I have managed not to break down and buy any cigarettes at all.

Today is my official first day of being a non smoker. I know that I can do this because I have stopped so many times in the past. I'm starting this journal to keep track of my feelings due to the cravings and coming up with ideas that will help me also others that are struggling to stop smoking...