Stop smoking journal and then some

[akroberts]

My husband came home last night and I completely failed. All in all I probably smoked 5 cigarettes . This morning I found an open pack of cigarettes in his top nightstand drawer!!!! Does my husband not care enough about me to want me to stop smoking? Is he just being selfish? I woke up this morning before 5 am and I ended up with pain in my lungs, chest and ribs. I'm just so not sure as to why I continue to just feel like I am such a useless person without anyone that cares about me nor do they care about how they make me feel! I'm just really confused and considering if my life is worth living.

 

[Alasgun]

This is very serious stuff AND a lot to process on an on-line forum! You really need to find someone you can talk to though and quit with the “im so worthless” stuff.
Your not worthless but you do need a perspective change. This is the last place i’d try to find the kind of answers that will he useful to you.

If the Cig’s are causing you this much anguish; dont bother with the quitting right now; until you can get your head on straight.

Sorry, Mike