Oh I understand prioritizing
@Zeedman . What I plant any given year is the merest fraction of the seed I have available, even factoring out the tropical seed i.e. the seed I couldn't successfully plant out even if I wanted to (I know there are some tropical plants that can make it with a bit of tending but I am talking about seed for things like tropical trees, so things best kept in storage for the foreseeable future.) I have corn samples in cold storage that go back 5-6 years because they fell between the cracks of my rather unusual selection process for what gets planted each year (where things are defined by both how interesting it would be if I got something and how hard it would be to replace the seed if it all died (or as is normal got eaten by critters). You'll notice that, as long as that bean list I posted on the Easy Bean Network was, the Lima beans I SAID I was going to do aren't there, because it was them or the soy, and the soy has a better chance with our season. The chickpeas and fava beans aren't there either, because I ran out of space) I have a FILE cabinet of tomato seeds to get through (a miniature one, but it's still a file cabinet)
Your message actually hit on my phone around 1:00 AM but I happened to be up recovering from a troubling dream and that gave me time to think. I came to realize that yes, I HAVE had successes in gardening. They're odd successes (in both senses of the word) and most of them are not in food plants, but they are there. If I had never done the thing with the black cow peas, I'd never have gotten Coals in the Candle (the first wax podded cow pea I have ever seen). I have found tiny cow peas and azuki beans already that while not popular colors, are workhorses in production*. I may not be able to eat some of the weird flowers I have grown out of the random weed seeds I have played around with but they are quite pretty (someday I may have to write a book called Gardening with Weeds**). I've almost got the Sugar Pod cow pea sorted out (a cowpea with a pod sweet enough that one could use it for a snap bean raw.) I just need to get one a little earlier.
Oh and I have also decided to try and make another sharing offer here, to see if I can find people willing to try thing my way. Will update when I have posted it.
*In my garden any case where a single plant produces enough seed to fill my hand gives it workhouse status.
** Ironically, given my angst about growing, I feel no guilt at all about planting weeds all over the place which many people would consider reprehensible. I feel that a lot of "weeds" are simply plants growing out of place, and that they HAVE a place if treated properly. The line between vetch and tare or between bindweed and morning glory, is a lot less cut and dried than most people think.)