Hi all, I know it's been a very long time since my last post, but life happened! I'm still trying to garden, but not doing any better at it than I have in the past, I'm just too stubborn to give up trying.
I was doing very well with my houseplants and making slow but steady progress outside this year when I lost both of my cats and my dog in a very short amount of time, and they were my companions and my support system. After working with the public all day, their quiet companionship keeps me sane, and losing them one right after the other almost ruined me.
It became everything I could do to just get out of bed and keep going to work to keep a roof over my head and the lights on. I'm not gonna lie...my yard and gardens are bad in a way I have never seen them before. I haven't touched anything in my garden since mid-spring. The grass is only getting mowed once a month. It's just....bad. I cringe going up the driveway and am embarrassed that someone who knows where I live might see my yard.
I have been feeling better the last week or so and have started slowly tackling the mess. Today I set up a new, bigger compost bin using pallets and zip ties, and dug my gloves and wheelbarrow out and made a dent. There's a new vine that is taking over my place, and this section of town. It actually seems to have outcompeted the bindweed I was having problems with before, and it creates a lot of biomass. It has completely enveloped my bee hive (I have no idea how the bees are even getting in and out of there, but they are!). It has killed two of my climbing roses, strangled out my flowerbed, and now it's trying to work on my grapes. I don't know what it is for sure, but I am pulling it and tossing it in the compost bin. My goal for this week is to get it off my hive so I can get in there and look at my bees for the first time since the swarm settled in in May.
Today I also emptied a bunch of empty flowerpots (if it couldn't survive entirely on its own, I have killed it this summer), and stacked them next to my storage container to wash and put away on my next day off.
After that? Who knows!