@Distillery Pad, don't let the internet or well meaning friends frighten you OUT of gardening. Here's a story for you.
You have, I am sure Heard of the infamous "Master Gardener." There really are some here on this forum. I am NOT one of them.
There are others who use that moniker for pride. I was shopping at my favorite farm supply store that has a big garden center every year. I got to talking to a woman who was making a decision on Some plant, forgot which, and she was running herself down. She told me that her MIL was a "Master Gardener" and that her MIL spent $thousands every year on plants and supplies.

We don't talk about it much, but I believe than many of us strive to be somewhat self sufficient gardeners, some of us save seed, start plants indoors, store potatoes all winter, then replant next Spring--stuff like that.
Gardening is easy, but gardening is hard, too.
Best to just DO IT, and pleasure yourSELF.
You will find your way and your favorite plants, and your least favorite plants.
I study online, I watch gardening programs, and I have learned many, many things by doing so.
We are here to help, when we can, and here to cheer you on, or hug you when you fail.
